Release & Relax

I rarely drink, but every once in awhile I will have a glass of wine…. well specifically a glass of wine that tastes like sparkling apple cider… I forgot what kind of wine that is, but usually if anybody has that one on hand I will agree to some.

In general I don’t drink simply because my normal state of being is typically relaxed and chill.  If I want to stay awake and conscious then partaking in any sort of recreational activity usually used to relax others will put me into a coma.  Out for the count.

I was actually taking a break from shooting and lounging around in a comfy t-shirt having a conversation with a guy who was at the house when my photographer started shooting these shots.  Half of this shoot I am actually engaged in answering questions from the man who can’t believe how relaxed and comfortable I Am in my skin.  I was shooting at a friend’s house and he just “happened” to invite a couple of his friends over as well as I had a friend over and my photo shoot turned more into a spectator event.   I was in my zone and everybody just watched me.  It wasn’t uncomfortable because I was at ease and the Men in turn felt at ease because they didn’t have to pretend they didn’t want to “look” and were able to just enjoy the view.  The other Woman who was there initially felt uncomfortable but like a domino effect of energy once she felt my easiness and felt the easiness of the Men without them acting like little out of control boys she became at ease.

I didn’t sexually entice anybody…

I didn’t deliberately flirt with them….

I didn’t deliberately pose to get a “rise” out of them…

I didn’t try to outshine the other Woman….

I just did me.  What I do.  How I do it.

So during my break one of the Men comes into the room and just starts asking me all these questions about what I do…

Why do I do it…

How do I do it…

And in the midst of this conversation while I am drinking my glass of sparkling this taste like apple cider wine, my photographer just starts shooting…I am of course ready for the camera, but the whole time I am also laughing and answering questions and just being totally relaxed.  I am relating and engaging with a Man in my Sexual Energy, being intimate in the sense I am answering honestly and authentically and feeling very embraced by him even though he didn’t touch me, get at me or act like he was a dog in heat.

I Am naturally a Reserved Exhibitionist so while I tend to be low key, laid back in the cuts I also show up and out and I don’t mind being “Looked at”….

Everybody won’t necessarily “See Me” or “Feel Me” just from looking at me, but when they do….

It’s pretty cool…

I feel Men rarely see a Woman totally relaxed in her Sexuality, Sensuality in the presence of Him where it has nothing to do with HIM, yet it is still For HIM and he still feels it even though there is no flirting, sex or weird relating construct to adhere to.

Now of course this all happened at one of my photo shoots so the energy was my energy….and it flowed accordingly